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on an afternoon walk
Green is my favorite color.
There are so many shades of it; but still,
I know all my greens quite well.
Light shines in through the window;
the leaves - and I - shiver at autumn's chill.
Green is my favorite color.
Hunter, forest, artichoke,
spinach, kale, dandelion, even dill -
See? I know my greens quite well.
Now, as an English major:
it symbolizes life, and nature's will.
Ah, green, my favorite color.
It's the hue of envy's glow,
in my heart where greed and jealousy mill...
You see, I know my greens quite well.
You add a splash of yellow
and a splash of blue - the palette is filled.
Green is my favorite color,
trust me, I know my greens quite well.
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friday morning musings in a blue cubicle
                                i am six and i like a boy named Cameron.
                            he likes nature and wildlife and is going to be
                               a zookeeper, so i will be a zookeeper too.
                                i am eight and i like a boy named Henry.
                              he plays soccer and hockey and brings in his
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more than anything
One day,
I will be strong enough to throw off the ropes, the chains, the weights. I will pick myself up from the ground, and dust off the grime and grit of the past. I will be able to look at a mirror and see a scar-ridden warrior, one who has fought tooth and nail and won the pedestal where she stands today.
And I will smile wryly and congratulate myself for making it this far.
But until then,
I will just be a trembling doll, yearning for the world's approval.  I will bite my patchwork lips and gaze at him through black-smeared eyes and tear-swollen lashes. I will feel my ribcage collapse when he crinkles his eyes just so at her and her and her but not me.
And I will stick band-aids onto my bleeding heart and hope that I didn't waste it all, that I still have some love left for myself.
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peek a boo by Shinigamis-R-Us peek a boo :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 3 0 the other side by Shinigamis-R-Us the other side :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 5 3 happiness to the nth degree by Shinigamis-R-Us happiness to the nth degree :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 3 3
Sick Days
      Shivering nonstop,
I sniffle and reach for some -
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Midnight Coffee by Shinigamis-R-Us Midnight Coffee :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 13 12 said the birdie by Shinigamis-R-Us said the birdie :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 3 6 hush now by Shinigamis-R-Us hush now :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 10 4 quelque chose bleu by Shinigamis-R-Us quelque chose bleu :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 10 3
a servant's reality
I am a slave to honesty;
bound to straight edges and clean canvases,
bold strokes of truth and fairness
So why is it that you stand on a pedestal
showering disdain on my (already bleeding)
eyes  &   lips  &  lungs?
Harsh whispers of betrayal stab my ears;
your evident delight at my pain
sears  like carefully poured vitriol.
As for my mistress,
she escapes unscathed
for she is infallible, eternal,  untouchable
and I - I am merely her whipping boy.
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if at first
"I was taught something new today. Wanna know what it is?
  I learned...
  that I am imperfect
  a flawed gem
  a chipped vase
  that I cannot do everything right the first time
  I am not a robot
  I am not a computer
  that failure is a good lesson
  it becomes
  a wake-up call
  a source of motivation
  But most importantly
  I am not alone."
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On Your Tip Toes and Reach by Shinigamis-R-Us On Your Tip Toes and Reach :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 5 7 ...and Out Came the Sun by Shinigamis-R-Us ...and Out Came the Sun :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 2 2 Up by Shinigamis-R-Us Up :iconshinigamis-r-us:Shinigamis-R-Us 1 5

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needs a real ID...♥
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:iconkissingplz: I adore you, and that is all.

Current Residence: US of A
Favourite genre of music: Classical music♥, alternative, J-, K-, C- pop (@_@;;; Does that make any sense?...)
Favourite cartoon character: Lissuria ♥ Potamayo♥ Tsukushi♥ Totoro
Personal Quote: 'Live like a duck: calm on the surface but paddling like the dickens underneath.'
Wow, it's been a year since my last journal post. I'm sorry for my inactivity - between college applications, scholarship applications, and other Senior year things, I haven't had time to write anything worthy of being posted, only bits and pieces here and there. College starts in a week, and I have a packed schedule for the first semester, but I'll do my best to revive this account. Hugs to all of you who've stuck around, and thank you for your patience! :hug:
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qchiapetp Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave! Cool webcam .gif!
nitefise Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+devwatch: :D
AlloenDreams Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012
Happy birthday dear, I hope you have a lovely one. :heart:
Shinigamis-R-Us Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2012
Thank you very much! :hug:
RaizShock Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012
Happy Birfday?
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Shinigamis-R-Us Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2012
Thank you! :la:
pai-thagoras Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2012  Professional General Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:! :iconhappehdanceplz:
jenysa971 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav ^^
TheBlackestJack Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2011  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the llama trade:iconhappytearsplz:!! It means so much to me:iconmonkeyloveplz:!! I would really appreciate any feedback you could give me on my artwork and don't forget to watch if like my stuff:squee:!!

Your Loving Artist,
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Thank you so very much for the :iconninjallamaplz: =D :glomp:!!!
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