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Green is my favorite color.

There are so many shades of it; but still,
I know all my greens quite well.

Light shines in through the window;
the leaves - and I - shiver at autumn's chill.
Green is my favorite color.

Hunter, forest, artichoke,
spinach, kale, dandelion, even dill -
See? I know my greens quite well.

Now, as an English major:
it symbolizes life, and nature's will.
Ah, green, my favorite color.

It's the hue of envy's glow,
in my heart where greed and jealousy mill...
You see, I know my greens quite well.

You add a splash of yellow
and a splash of blue - the palette is filled.
Green is my favorite color,
trust me, I know my greens quite well.
                                i am six and i like a boy named Cameron.
                            he likes nature and wildlife and is going to be
                               a zookeeper, so i will be a zookeeper too.

                                                   ***

                                i am eight and i like a boy named Henry.
                              he plays soccer and hockey and brings in his
                             trophies for show & tell. he has dark eyes and
                            brown-silvery hair, and at the end of third grade,
                                        he moves away to New York.

                                                   ***

                             i am ten and i like the boy named Cameron again.
                          he still likes nature and wildlife, but now he’s going
                      to be a conservationist. i want to be an Olympic figure skater.
                                     i don't think we are meant to be.

                                                   ***

                                i am twelve and i like a boy named Andrew.
                                  he’s older and smarter and cuter than
                                            all the other boys


                                               and crueler.

                                                   ***

                         i am fourteen, and i like no one, least of all myself.

                                                   ***

                              i am sixteen, and i tell myself that i like
                             the self-imposed restrictions, the comforting,
                               predictable routine of eating and purging.
                                   it’s okay. everything will be okay.

                                              (no, it won’t)

                                                   ***

                                             i am eighteen.
                                               i am free.
                                    i will learn to love myself again.

                                                   ***

                             i am twenty and i like a girl who smells of shampoo
                     and leather. she likes cats and trains and grapefruit - and me (?!)
                            my heart should feel like champagne - but it doesn’t,
                           because judgment, like molten gold, drips from my mind,
                                            heavy and resolute.

                                                  i can’t.

                                                  i can’t.

                                                  i can’t.



                                                  i don’t.

                                                   ***

                                          i am twenty and foolish
                                           twenty and still young

                                               only twenty

                             but my heart thrums with an all-too-familiar ache

                                       an ache for which, once again,
                                           i wish a swift passing
                                         and hope will never return.
friday morning musings in a blue cubicle
confessions of an admitted drama queen
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Wow, it's been a year since my last journal post. I'm sorry for my inactivity - between college applications, scholarship applications, and other Senior year things, I haven't had time to write anything worthy of being posted, only bits and pieces here and there. College starts in a week, and I have a packed schedule for the first semester, but I'll do my best to revive this account. Hugs to all of you who've stuck around, and thank you for your patience! :hug:
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qchiapetp Featured By Owner Feb 20, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the fave! Cool webcam .gif!
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nitefise Featured By Owner Jan 26, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for the :+devwatch: :D
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Happy birthday dear, I hope you have a lovely one. :heart:
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Shinigamis-R-Us Featured By Owner Jan 15, 2012
Thank you very much! :hug:
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Thank you! :la:
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Thank you for the :+fav:! :iconhappehdanceplz:
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jenysa971 Featured By Owner Dec 23, 2011  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks for the fav ^^
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TheBlackestJack Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2011  Student General Artist
Thanks so much for the llama trade:iconhappytearsplz:!! It means so much to me:iconmonkeyloveplz:!! I would really appreciate any feedback you could give me on my artwork and don't forget to watch if like my stuff:squee:!!

Your Loving Artist,
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