friday morning musings in a blue cubicle i am six and i like a boy named Cameron.friday morning musings in a blue cubicle by Shinigamis-R-Us
he likes nature and wildlife and is going to be
a zookeeper, so i will be a zookeeper too.
i am eight and i like a boy named Henry.
he plays soccer and hockey and brings in his
more than anythingOne day,more than anything by Shinigamis-R-Us
I will be strong enough to throw off the ropes, the chains, the weights. I will pick myself up from the ground, and dust off the grime and grit of the past. I will be able to look at a mirror and see a scar-ridden warrior, one who has fought tooth and nail and won the pedestal where she stands today.
And I will smile wryly and congratulate myself for making it this far.
But until then,
I will just be a trembling doll, yearning for the world's approval. I will bite my patchwork lips and gaze at him through black-smeared eyes and tear-swollen lashes. I will feel my ribcage collapse when he crinkles his eyes just so at her and her and her but not me.
And I will stick band-aids onto my bleeding heart and hope that I didn't waste it all, that I still have some love left for myself.
I adore you, and that is all.|
Current Residence: US of A
Favourite genre of music: Classical music♥, alternative, J-, K-, C- pop (@_@;;; Does that make any sense?...)
Favourite cartoon character: Lissuria ♥ Potamayo♥ Tsukushi♥ Totoro
Personal Quote: 'Live like a duck: calm on the surface but paddling like the dickens underneath.'