friday morning musings in a blue cubicle i am six and i like a boy named Cameron.friday morning musings in a blue cubicle by Shinigamis-R-Us
he likes nature and wildlife and is going to be
a zookeeper, so i will be a zookeeper too.
i am eight and i like a boy named Henry.
he plays soccer and hockey and brings in his
more than anythingOne day,more than anything by Shinigamis-R-Us
I will be strong enough to throw off the ropes, the chains, the weights. I will pick myself up from the ground, and dust off the grime and grit of the past. I will be able to look at a mirror and see a scar-ridden warrior, one who has fought tooth and nail and won the pedestal where she stands today.
And I will smile wryly and congratulate myself for making it this far.
But until then,
I will just be a trembling doll, yearning for the world's approval. I will bite my patchwork lips and gaze at him through black-smeared eyes and tear-swollen lashes. I will feel my ribcage collapse when he crinkles his eyes just so at her and her and her but not me.
And I will stick band-aids onto my bleeding heart and hope that I didn't waste it all, that I still have some love left for myself.
truth or dare.i've always picked 'truth'truth or dare. by starcatcher42
because i hate the idea of
unknown, yet to be uttered
directions, and no choice
but to follow.
do it or face
( and picking truth,
it's only too easy to lie.
a lie is just a 'truth' under disguise. )
i've always lived life
admiring the dress-up, masks,
never questioning the illusions,
believing labels, words, guides.
live by this
and get everything you want.
( and this is the ultimate
no matter how easy you find it to lie.
this is the truth, with no disguise. )
forkintheroad, wake up, dream
believe, let go, hold on, hurt, fall, crash
truth or dare.
how much of an answer
is a disguise,
how much of a dare
will i be punished for,
if happiness is an illusion,
and life is a test,
how many dreams,wishes,promises
do i need to kill
to not fail.
how hard do i need to fall,
to see past the lies.
kill me softly,
and show me the
and i'll be your canvas.you're aand i'll be your canvas. by starcatcher42
volcanic eruption waiting to happen,
with soft, marble skin and
warm whispers that send shivers down my spine.
you're a blazing fireplace after a lonely winter
walk. a blanket around my heart and
a home, balanced on the edge of a cliff.
you're a thorn and a delicious poison, and my
favourite flavour of dreams and wishes
and promises, and
i want to
drink you all in, and etch your
face, eyes, words, soul
into my mind, heart, life.
i want to trace over each mark, spot
scar, everything and
carve it into my memory.
i want to steal just as much as
you've taken from me, and break
locks, crush masks, soak in secrets.
letting everything go, losing, hanging,
leaving doors open, and
cracked around the edges.
the skin of a realist, the eyes of a child, the mind of a
disaster, and the heart of a dreamer. you have
kisses made of rain, the fingers of a pianist,
the brush of a painter.
and i'll be your canvas.
I adore you, and that is all.|
Current Residence: US of A
Favourite genre of music: Classical music♥, alternative, J-, K-, C- pop (@_@;;; Does that make any sense?...)
Favourite cartoon character: Lissuria ♥ Potamayo♥ Tsukushi♥ Totoro
Personal Quote: 'Live like a duck: calm on the surface but paddling like the dickens underneath.'